ootd march 09 2016 הופעה יומית

Shirt: Pink clove

Skirt: Asos

Shoes: Renuar

OOTD 04 May 2016 הופעה יומית

There's something about wearing red lipstick that connects to that very little fear that's still left - that people might notice me. which is funny when you think about it - since that lest thing I would want - is not to be noticed. but with red lipstick i tend to fear that it will go all over the place... and look but. and focus on my un-perfect lips.... so when I find one that I love... I really LOVE it.... 

(red lis by J.cat beauty)

OOTD 10 april 2016 הופעה יומית

Dress: So simple

Shoes: Renuar

lips: J.cat

Coachella time - shopping recommendation for the festival season - המלצות לקניות לכבוד עונת הפסטיבלים - או במילים אחרות - בוהו בוא!

ASOS Beautiful Embellished Poncho Kimono

ASOS Festival Maxi Kimono In Paisley Burnout With Fringing

ASOS Rose Floral Print Kimono

ASOS Felt Panama Hat With Western Double Buckle Trim NEW IMPROVED FIT

Mango Cut Out Brim Straw Hat

Reclaimed Vintage Floral Panel Maxi Dress With Strappy Back

Pimkie Mixed Print Maxi Dress

Boohoo Floral Embroidered Smock Dress
Black & Brown Boho Panel Belt

ASOS Summer Boho Stone Ring
New Look Wide Fit Lace Up Sandal


Daisy Street Lace Up Gladiator Flat Sandals
Noisy May Tall Bootcut Jean
Vintage Havana Boho Top With Bell SleevesPepe Jeans Destroyed Ripped Boyfriend Jean



Check out the full pinterst board with much more!click here!

The one with the last pair of shorts for summer (2015)

לכולנו יש פחדים. לחלקנו הם ברורים, אבל לרובנו, רוב הפחדים הם לא גלויים. הם דברים שקבורים עמוק בתוכנו אבל משפיעים חזק חזק על כל מה שאנחנו עושים ביום יום. 

באיזשהו שלב היה ברור לי, שאני פוחדת מהצלחה. זה נשמע הזוי, כי עד אותו גילוי - הייתי בטוחה שהפחד שלי הוא דווקא מכישלון. אבל כישלון קיבלתי. בירכתי אפילו. זו הצלחה שתמיד התקשתי איתה. 

להודות שיש לך יכולות ולמנף אותן... וזו התחושה שליוותה אותי לאורך רוב גיל הנעורים ולתוך כמה שנים מוקדמות של שנות ה-20. 

מה שמעניין הוא שכן עברתי הליך, והיום אני מספיק חכמה כדי להכיר ביכולות שלי. מספיק כנה ומספיק אוהבת את עצמי. (בדגש על האחרון במיוחד). ועדיין, בתוך תוכי קיים הפחד הזה, העמוק, השורשי הזה. ושני הדברים מתקיימים זה לצד זה. הזוי.  

מה שהכי מפחיד אותי היום זה לא לעשות כיף. פחדים משתנים, אבל במהות שלהם הם עדיין נשארים זהים. אני עדיין מפחדת מהצלחה, אבל הפעם אני מבינה שהפחד מכישלון הוא הרבה יותר גרוע. ונמאס לי "להנות" ולנכס את הכישלון, הפחד, הכאב, והצער. מגיע לי יותר מזה. והפחד הזה, הארכאי שהוא חלק מהאופי שלי בצורה שאני שונאת להודות. 

אומרים שהבעיה הגדולה של הדור שלי, (שלנו?), הוא האינטרסטיות, האגואיזים והשטחיות. ועדיין. אני חיה בשלום עם האינטרסטיות שלי, כי מי ידאג לי אם לא אני. ושטחית... אני מאוד, לצד עומק. וואלה. כן. אני עמוקה. ולגבי אגואיזים.... אני אוהבת אנשים, בעלי חיים, ורוצה להצליח. זה לא סותר. 

הפחד הכי גדול שלי בגיל 30, הוא לא להספיק כל מה שאני רוצה. אם רק היו לי כמה חיים לחיות... אז אולי הייתי מספיקה הכל. אבל בינתיים אני צריכה לחיות כמה שיותר וכמה שיותר טוב. ואני מגלה שהדרך לעשות את זה היא יותר מהכל, לא לחשוב קדימה יותר מדי, אלא לחיות את העכשיו. 

We all have fears . Some of them seem to be clear , but for most of us, most of our fears are not visible . They are things buried deep within us but powerful and have strong influence on what we do on a daily basis .

At some point it was clear to me, that I am afraid of success. It sounds odd, because until My later discovery - I was sure that My fear is failure . But in reality I was the fear to know who I am - take pride in it - and use what I've got. Admit that you can leverage what you've been lucky enough to get in life ... And that is feeling that I had throughout most of adolescence and into some of the early years of the 20s .

It's interesting because I went through a process, and today I'm smart enough to recognize my abilities . Honest enough and I finally love myself. And yet , deep down, there is this fear , deeply rooted in. And these two things coexist. 

What scares me most today is not to have fun . Fears change but the root for them - is the same. I'm still afraid of success , but this time I understand the fear of failure is much worse . And I'm tired of " "loving" the failure.  Of the fear , pain , and sorrow . I deserve more than that . And this fear , it's archaic form part of my Personality that I hate to admit  that exist.

They say that the biggest problem of my generation ( our ? ) , is our self love. Our ego and superficiality. And yet . I am at peace with my self. Because who would take care of me if I didn't. And superficial ... I'm very much superficial, alongside have having depth . Yep. As for Egoism .... I love people , animals , and want to succeed . This does not contradict .

My biggest fear at the age of 30 , is that I did not get what I wanted - done .Whatever I want . If only I had some life to live ... I might have had enough time for everything . But for now I have to live as much as possible and as good as possible . And I found that the way to do - is not think ahead too much, but to live the present . The now.

The one from the launching of the first Plus size magazing in Israel

The launching of the first plus size magazine in Israel - was a pretty cool event to go to. 

Lots of pretty people - hosted at the Dpahna levinson store, and oreo cookies. 

Offering plus size Women a different image to look at rather then just the size 0 we got so accustom to. Especially when you consider that most women are are a size 12 and up. 

On the off side - There's 2 things that do sadden me. The first been that fact that only now -in 2015 these magazines are finally showing up. The other been - the sad fact the plus size women in magazines - are not the plus size in life. So - there's still so much to change in the image that we see. I think that for the most part - that's why I love this day in age - and the sheer fact that you can decide which media to consume - and  which to create. allowing everybody to have a say - and blogs been one of the things that truly define people's opinion in 2015. 

the fact that you don't have to be a rich media mogul in order to put out something like images of bigger women or an opinion on a product that might not get exposure ells where. 

I hope that this is part of the movement that still had ways to go. 

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Michal Shem Tov Radio jockey, Model, Stand up comic and Author

check out her Childern's book about loving one another - with out looking at color or size. 

all proceeds go to the Eating disorder unis at Ber-Shave Hospital, Surka

https://n.sendmsg.co.il/Minisites.aspx?p=39591-7365826368-5165

Sharon Ben- Shabat, Plus size Blogger

http://israblog.nana10.co.il/blogread.asp?blog=656513

Galastyle.co.il

May garf, Plus size blogger, 

http://www.maywearit.com/

Of course - since So simple is one of my current brand love - I had to try on some cloths....  And of course - had to buy them. :P

https://www.facebook.com/SoSimple987?fref=ts

The one that got all the complements

I Wore this dress to the lunching of the first plus size magazine in Israel. The event took place at one of my current favorites designers - So Simple By Daphna Levinson. 

The dress Is the dress that was sitting in my wish list (and on my mind) for the longest time. And when I got a birthday gift card in may from my sister - that was the sign, Of course - My birthday was in may. But I had to get this dress - and the time and place - were to be determined. 

The complements that I received that evening and the next day when posting my #Ootd on my FB fashion groups were the sign - that I've hit that golden ratio.... not only did I feel like a fairy - but I looked fashionable and good. 

The flow of the dress - the fact that it's long on me... was perfect. I felt amazing. And this was the perfect opportunity to wear the dress - making sure that the whole look - was just right. 

People liked the dress - but also said that I LOOK GOOD. which is just as great. 

I was lucky. I was in the mood to to a Get ready with me video. :) 

The video is also a proud moment for me. I'm a small YouTuber - and I teach my self how to edit - getting a feel for what's right and the right length of videos. this is definitely one of my favorite videos of mine.